It no longer runs, ticking behind me, peering over my shoulder, tickling my ear, breathing heavily, sometimes even sighing, a catch in its throat, a sob.
What has Time to cry
about? How does it live its own passing? What can it use for markers, if its
own seconds, minutes, hours, days, are silent or muffled in its own intestines?
Can it even exist if has no-one to worry at, to make them worry? Does Time need
humans, or sentient beings to make it conscious, to exist, even?
What is Time without a
watch? It could measure itself in the seasons, the changing weather, the
flowers and fallings from trees. Leisurely time.
How long is eternity? the
king asked the wise shepherd boy. Well, the boy answered, far, far, far away,
further than you can ever imagine, is a high, high mountain, higher than you
can ever imagine, and harder than you can know, harder than the hardest
diamond.
And once in every ten
thousand years comes a tiny hummingbird and in just one movement it sharpens
its bill against the hard, brilliant surface of the high mountain, and flies
away. Well, when the bird has worn down the mountain to nothing with its touch,
then, when there is no more mountain, the first second of eternity will have
passed.
The description of
eternity is my version of the story, The Shepherd Boy, from Grimm’s Fairy
Tales.
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